11 days old

can't believe zachariah is almost 2 wks old!!   the memory of that morning is still a little fresh:)  it has been a busy 2 weeks!! my parents and my brother came last week, they came on monday and stayed till thurs. that was a huge blessing was so nice having mom here, makin meals and catching up with things!! Leon took the boys ethan included to watch dolphin tale in 3d, they thot it was the greatest thing!! ethan still talks about it:)  We had a wedding on friday at 2 and we didnt get home till around 7..zack has been a really good baby but he was def. feelin the effects of the day and i was really tired!! marv. was here for the wedding and stayed with us till monday morn... so yesterday was back to normal or try to get back to normal:)   the boys had 2 wks off of school so we started that again yesterday....def. a little stressful first morning back was about ready to look for a big yellow schoolbus:):)   one of those days as a mom when ur just ready for the day to be over and start new the next morning:):)   and this morning was a whole lot better!!!   then i read this in my devotions yesterday OUCH:):)      we will never get rid of moodiness by praying, but we will by kicking it out of our lives. moods nearly always are rooted in some physical circumstance, not in our true inner self. it is a continual struggle not to listen to the moods which arise as a result of our physical condition, but we must never submit to them for a second. we have to pick ourselves up by the back of the neck and shake ourselves,then we will find that we can do what we believed we were unable to do..    the problem that most of us are cursed with is simply that we wont .   the christian life is one of spiritual courage and determinationlived out in our flesh......    [oswald chambers]